It's all well and good me telling you to 'trust your judgment', but are you sure you're working with accurate information? Are you confident that you're not pursuing an agenda that you've hidden from yourself? I'm not trying to add to your concerns. I'm hoping to offer my best support so that when the time comes for you to stand up and share your beliefs and ideas, you'll be able to act and speak with confidence. Asking difficult questions now will bring forth well thought-through answers.
06 May 1961